Am I cooked?

So I am a international student, who applied at ut arlington and got accepted in january with a scholarship. However, when I got the scholarship letter it did not show the scholarship in my mav account. And I wasnt able to accept it.

Well it turns out, I completely forgot about it and with me being busy in my senior year and other college applications, I just thought I had accepted it already.

Now, I was considering this university after I got free from my final exams. And I just realised it does not show the scholarship in the financial aid section. The scholarship letter also shows that the last day to accept the offer was 1st May.

Am I cooked?