Vband
Hey,
I graduated from university of New Haven and I agree with you Unh is but costly . I would suggest you to try for few more universities for i20 if possible if not since the last option you have to go to Unh . How I deal with about being worthy is through planning . You can complete one semester in Unh and till then try get other i20 from other universities and can get transferred. If not transferred see how job market for your domain is build connections, do internships, build skills so that you get placed in better job and clear your loan .
Thank you,